✚He came to me when I was at my lowest, and for a short space of time, he fixed everything. He made me fall in love with him and he made me tell him things that I wouldn’t tell anyone. He knew me inside and out, and was still there for me, and for that, I am eternally grateful.
Yet still inside, I felt alone. I suppose I started to notice he wasn’t quite right when he began to put his hands around my neck for reasons unknown to me. When I tried to kill myself and he told me I was fucked in the head. I thought I was isolated before I met him, but I never knew the true meaning of isolation until he held me in his arms and told me no one else would ever love me. When he told me that I was a mess, an alcoholic and he told me how amazed he was with himself for putting up with me.
He acted like he hated me, but told me it was because he loved me. He had seen blood pouring out of my veins and tears rolling down my face as I told him we couldn’t be together, because of how he was making me feel. But still he was relentless, and he only told me to cut deeper. He didn’t care, and that is what hurt the most.
This is not a story of romance, this is a story of domestic violence ✚
I wanna know what people assume about me because of my tumblr.
Put an assumption in my ask. I’ll confirm or dispute it. I’m not gonna be mean or anything, I’m just very interested. You can go anon if you want.
For the anonnn
Anonymous said: You're so pretty! Post a selfie?
Awhhh not really, but thank you so much!xx
Anonymous said: What are your worst worries?
-things will never get better
-one day, I’ll go too far but it will be too late
-that people don’t seem to like my personality, I’ll always be alone
-losing someone I love
☁ And now I wonder why I don’t feel the same way that everyone else does, and why I cannot get through the day the same way that everyone else does and I wonder if I was meant to feel this way ☁
Anonymous said: Why did you try to kill yourself?
Message me off anon so I don’t have to post it publicly? X
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Anonymous said: Bruh why are you so pretty? What the heck this is not fair I love your hair
Awhhh thank you so much! I’m not really though😛my hairs quite a mess at the moment, it almost fell out😳💞